My Story
I spent over a decade feeling restless and searching for my purpose. After college I went into corporate brand marketing but I always felt antsy, jumping from brand to brand never feeling settled. Even though I advanced and made good money, I always felt like something was missing - that I was made for something more. My interest in health had started when I was 19 and dealing with stomach issues. From then on I knew I wanted to be in natural health and wellness but I struggled to put the pieces altogether which included garnering several certifications and one failed attempt at being a personal trainer. During the day I worked myself to the bone trying to prove that I fit into environments that always felt wrong. At night I would imagine different ways I could work for myself and help others. It wasn’t until I got sick that I had the spiritual awakening and intervention that changed my life.
The Body
In 2020 I was diagnosed with Lyme Disease and Ankylosing Spondylitis. The only thing that kept me going during that time was creating my social media community and posting health and wellness tips. In the spring of 2022 I was at my wits end with my career. I began to get really into spiritual practices, Kundalini energy work, somatics, breathwork, past lives and the akashic records. I had been into them before but this time was different. This time I was really going in, addressing my shadow self and facing my deep rooted programming and fears. Once I activated my kundalini, my life changed and healed not just my body but my soul.
The Ritual
One day while on a hike up my favorite mountain, I decided to do a ritual. I imagined that there was a portal at the top of the mountain. As I walked up I would leave behind all the things I no longer wanted and on the way down I would call in all the things I wanted to manifest. The next day I went out during lunch and sat on a park bench near my home. I looked up at the sky and threw my hands up and said “I’m ready, show me.” Three hours later I was let go from my marketing job.
The universe had intervened and forced my hand on something I might have never done on my own. I was terrified but I decided that this was my chance, it had to work out this time because I had no other choice. At first I looked for another marketing job because that was my programming. Eventually after interviews that were draining my life force, I made an agreement with my husband ( and myself). It was that if I was making money by July I could keep going and not return back to corporate life. This was the biggest trust fall of my life but it worked. I surrendered and from there I began to receive downloads that ultimately led me to my soul purpose and my dream.
The Integration
Flash forward to today, I own my own businesses and work fully for myself. I am now facilitating my own unique blend of the modalities like kundalini activation and light transmissions that led to me finding and living my soul purpose. (read more about kundalini here). For me, healing has been a journey of mind, body and soul coming together to reveal my authentic self. It isn’t just one thing, its a weaving of many things. It isn’t a transformation into something new so much as it is a revelation of who you are meant to be in your soul. If you are ready and open to go deep, expand and self-heal - you’re in the right place.